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lungs fill the blood “you never told me you hate me”
but you showed it so well and this won’t be the last time
Created on 2004-11-09 04:08:00 (#5086058), last updated 2005-11-01
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Basic Info| Name: | under_a_lamp |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 04-27 |
| Location: | Ft Belvoir, Virginia, United States |
BioI resisted coming here,
to open the harbors that guard my heart.
Abide with me, fast falls that even tide.
This darkness deepends, lord with me ABIDE...
And what does not flow freely from you?
Am I convicted of what I say?
Forgive me of this pride that knows your redemption
yet shamelessly walks away.
And now my life ebbs away.
Night pierces my bones,
and these gnawing pains never rest.
And how I long for that day.
If my steps turn from the path,
or if my heart has been led by my eyes.
Or if my hands have defiled,
then may others reap what I have sown.
Better that I dwell in the house of the lord
who upholds all those who fall than reap this harvest
of a life waged in the flesh.
And what Do I gain but the exchange of the truth for a lie?
And a heart conditioned not to feel,
callused by the nature of my pride?
And now my life ebbs away.
to open the harbors that guard my heart.
Abide with me, fast falls that even tide.
This darkness deepends, lord with me ABIDE...
And what does not flow freely from you?
Am I convicted of what I say?
Forgive me of this pride that knows your redemption
yet shamelessly walks away.
And now my life ebbs away.
Night pierces my bones,
and these gnawing pains never rest.
And how I long for that day.
If my steps turn from the path,
or if my heart has been led by my eyes.
Or if my hands have defiled,
then may others reap what I have sown.
Better that I dwell in the house of the lord
who upholds all those who fall than reap this harvest
of a life waged in the flesh.
And what Do I gain but the exchange of the truth for a lie?
And a heart conditioned not to feel,
callused by the nature of my pride?
And now my life ebbs away.
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